Between Blessings

Mona Khalil
2 min readMar 14, 2022
Journal #55 | dear friends gifted me this journal on Christmas in 2019

“I care and I dare.” -Maya Angelou

Have you ever felt your body come back to itself?

When I was being pulled in multiple directions, I successfully switched jobs. I continued to be a high-performer at work. I know the game. I know I have to be a high-performer regardless of being in a pandemic paired with any other reasons. I was on top of my caregiver responsibilities. And I continued to give my time and energy to most of the relationships around me, as best as I could.

Meanwhile, my sleep was off. My health was being punctuated by my doctor. My role at work didn’t suffer. Managing my caregiver responsibilities didn’t suffer. The attention I gave my partner didn’t suffer. The relationships that surrounded me still had my attention. The relationship that suffered the most was the one I had with myself.

The sentiment was to suck it up and power through. It’s what I had done all my years prior. And I knew I deserved better. I knew I worked hard for better. I decided to walk away from giving so much altogether while being disrespected. Nobody could prioritize my wellness, but me. I finally did.

Benefits:

1. Being present with one's self

2. Sleeping better

3. Reset nervous system

4. Visualize/dream/work towards what’s next

5. No BS

6. Roll with the river and not fight the rocks. — Lauren London

7. Not settling

8. People who are harmful no longer in your business or have access to you

9. Coming back to yourself

10. Peace of mind

I am love and freedom intertwined.

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Mona Khalil

Name dipped in mango | منى خليل |EMBA|Ex Peace Corps, Tesla and LinkedIn |Author of #iwritelettersinmythoughts |Views My Own 📍 | www.monakhalil.com